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In the clamor of the crowd
I would rather walk against the current,
my lonely figure
standing tall as a mast.
In the pitch-black night
I would rather be a martyr,
with a faint phosphor glow
to light the way for those who are lost.
When fawning on the rich becomes the fashion of a whole society
I would rather be poor,
and on land not yet plundered by capital
defend with my sweat the dignity of a class.
When everyone chooses silence
I would rather be the child in Andersen’s tale,[1]
refusing the lie,
saying aloud all that I see.
Translator’s notes
[1] The child in “The Emperor’s New Clothes” who says aloud that the emperor has nothing on.
The palace of King Huai blazes with gold and jade
The court is crowded with silk and brocade
But the hearts wrapped up beneath those robes
Are colder than the stones on the Miluo’s bed
Zilan plucks the zither, Jin Shang dances
Grand Master Shangguan’s tongue is sweeter than honey
They all say the king is wise and mighty as a god
Only you can see the bitterness of the common folk
Qu Yuan, oh Qu Yuan, why take it all so to heart
The whole court is pretending to sleep, why must you alone stay awake
You said all men are drunk and you alone are sober
But the sober man hurts more than the drunk
Qu Yuan, oh Qu Yuan, why be so devoted
Offering your heart’s hot blood to one who cannot hear
You wrote that long, long Li Sao
And in the end it was only the cry of a lone wild goose
You warned the king not to trust Zhang Yi
He turned around and banished you a thousand li
You warned the king not to bargain for six hundred li of land
He laughed and said you don’t understand the way of the world
Your memorials were used to prop up wine jars
The laws you drafted became playthings of the powerful
And still you walk the riverbank, reciting over and over
Reciting the name of a country that has lost its voice
Qu Yuan, oh Qu Yuan, look at this world of men
The bones of the loyal bleach in the wilderness
The names of traitors are carved on golden plaques
The world has always been this way, what can you do
Qu Yuan, oh Qu Yuan, the Songs of Chu you wrote
People still copy them today, but no one cares
Was it a king you grieved for in your rage
Or this land beyond all cure
They say you died of King Huai’s misrule
But King Huai too was a shoot grown from this soil
They say you died of Jin Shang’s poisonous schemes
But schemes are weeds that grow on human hearts
King Huai after King Huai, Jin Shang after Jin Shang
Upright men driven from court generation after generation
Your tragedy has played two thousand three hundred years
The stage has changed, the lines are just the same
When you clasped the stone and sank
Did you ever think that stone was your Kingdom of Chu
Heavy, cold, yet more reliable than the living
At least it never promised you a tomorrow
Qu Yuan, oh Qu Yuan, the zongzi of the Miluo
Wrap sticky rice, and your undying soul
The rice is new every year, the river muddy every year
And your eyes still cannot make out what is true
The Yangtze runs long, the hills of Chu are Chu
You question Heaven, Heaven gives no answer
This world of men is not worth it
And still you cannot bear to let it go
Translator’s notes
[1] Qu Yuan (c. 340–278 BCE), poet and minister of the state of Chu, was slandered by courtiers (Zilan, Jin Shang, Grand Master Shangguan), ignored by King Huai, and banished. He drowned himself in the Miluo River, an event commemorated by the Dragon Boat Festival and its rice dumplings (zongzi). The Qin envoy Zhang Yi tricked King Huai with a promise of six hundred li of land. “All men are drunk and I alone am sober” comes from “The Fisherman,” and “You question Heaven” alludes to Qu Yuan’s “Heavenly Questions.” The Li Sao is his great poem of lament.
Darkness spreads underground
The rock has crushed time
Your palm still holds its warmth
I hear the last of the smoke
The lamp cannot light the way back
Breath breaks off in the cracks
Mother stands at the mouth of the shaft
Waiting for a goodnight left unsaid
Brother, oh my worker brother
Coal dust settles on your brow
There was too much darkness in this life
And you never got to see tomorrow
Brother, oh my worker brother
The rock layers swallowed your cries
All I can do is sing this song
To set you out a while in the sun
The quake tore the night apart
Seven hundred meters down
Your name is so light
Yet it brings down a mountain
When the team leader calls the roll
There will always be one missing
The dumplings you never ate
Are still in your lunch box
Brother, oh my worker brother
We will not live as anyone’s beasts of burden
We will be masters of the world
Unite, and on to tomorrow
Brother, oh my worker brother
The road of this world is far too rough
The Internationale
Shall surely be realized!
Translator’s notes
[1] The closing lines echo the Chinese version of “The Internationale,” in which the word Internationale stands for the ideal of international communism.
Plow and harrow wore through our homespun clothes
The mine shafts swallowed our boyhood years
Side by side we bore the frost, side by side the hunger
Rooted in the same soil, never to part
Shoulder to shoulder down the long road, through icy streams
Two hearts that know each other’s toil
Our blood and sweat built the high stairways
Our grain filled the granaries of the rich
Chains once bound ten million bodies
A chest of grief and anger pressed down deep
We reach out to hold each other, we do not let go
In bitter water we sealed our bond of one heart
Why are my eyes so often filled with tears?
For my class brothers struggling side by side to live
Sharing the same cold and hardship, keeping the same justice
Bound by blood, together in life and death
Why are my eyes so often filled with tears?
For my class brothers on this suffering land
Fists clenched, we meet the dawn together
Hearts of red devotion, true until death
Wind lashes our backs, rain beats our brows
Heavy loads bend our spines
One shout and we follow each other
Never losing the backbone of the poor
We endure the dark night, longing for the morning sun
With one heart we break the old fences down
We drink from the same muddy river
We tread the same barren ground
No north or south, no east or west
All proletarians are one
Tears are not a weak man’s sigh
They are aching for what each of us endures
They are the fire that will not die in our chests
To win a world of equality
Why are my eyes so often filled with tears?
For my class brothers struggling side by side to live
Sharing the same cold and hardship, keeping the same justice
Bound by blood, together in life and death
Why are my eyes so often filled with tears?
For my class brothers on this suffering land
Fists clenched, we meet the dawn together
Hearts of red devotion, true until death
The earth bears witness, the mountains and rivers remember
Toiling brothers, never to be parted
The hot tears in our eyes hold all their meaning
Only for the people, together we seek a world of light
Translator’s notes
[1] The title echoes a famous line from Ai Qing’s poem “I Love This Land” (1938).
The keyboard shatters midnight, the screen lights up your face
Ideals steeped in hot water, the taste a little salty
Suddenly the doorbell rings, like a snapping string
“Please come downstairs with us, someone would like a chat”
The stairwell light flickers, like the light of an interrogation
They hand you a paper cup, tell you not to panic
“Just a chat, just a few questions”
But the trace of green at the bottom of the cup looks like a position
Drink your tea, drink your tea, whose heart is it that burns
Swallow it and it’s the rules, spit it out and it’s the past
Drink your tea, drink your tea, whose fate is it that’s bitter
The words you deleted have all grown into nails
They say the world has always been this shape
Don’t draw the lines you shouldn’t, don’t think what you shouldn’t
But the sea that surges in your heart
Swallowed, it is tea; spat out, it is lava
If every word must first be weighed
Won’t a young voice grow too heavy
If silence is golden, then I am far too poor
I’d rather smash the cup and let the water flood my throat
Drink your tea, drink your tea, whose heart is it that burns
Swallow it and it’s reason, spit it out and it’s youth
Drink your tea, drink your tea, whose fate is it that’s bitter
The beam of light you believed in has been steeped into a shadow
The tea stain has dried, they’ve gone, the chair is still rocking
You touch your chest, it’s still beating loud
Tomorrow the sun will rise as usual, you’ll log on as usual
Only that cup of tea is stuck in your veins
Like a word left unsaid
That you can never swallow
Translator’s notes
[1] “Being invited to tea” (被喝茶) is a Chinese euphemism for being summoned for questioning by the police or state security.
Two a.m. and I’m still reading the Manifesto
Every word like a hammer striking between my bones
They call it “too far left,” I call it science
Only when I turn to Chapter Three, the pages start to burn
The logic of capital drawn as a flowchart
Every arrow leads to the same exit
I reckon this world by the formula of surplus value
And the answer comes out covered in the wounds of class
We are the online left, the online left, the online left
Standing on the shore of history, watching which way the tide runs
We are not dreamers, we’re the loudspeakers of history’s laws
We are not anger, we are contradiction singing
In real life I’m a screw on the assembly line
The workshop’s lights burn brighter than the sun
After work I open Marx and Lenin
And find my working hours add up exactly to the ledger of my exploitation
They say the mode of production determines consciousness
But my consciousness wants to change the mode of production
If the economic base is that wall
I’ll use the superstructure to cut a window in it
Dialectics tells me: the negation of the negation
Every fall is a new rising
The laws of history don’t bend to how fast you type
But every click adds to the sum of forces
We are the online left, the online left, the online left
Left hand holding the laws, right hand holding practice
We wield the weapon of criticism, but care more for the criticism of weapons
We interpret the world, but we are resolved to change it
Dawn breaks, I close every window
And walk to my workstation as if walking to the front
Revolution is not a dinner party, I know
But every line of code, every repost
Is driving piles into the ground
For the day that is bound to come
Translator’s notes
[1] The song draws on classic Marxist texts: The Communist Manifesto; Marx’s remark that “the weapon of criticism cannot replace the criticism of weapons”; the eleventh of his Theses on Feuerbach (“The philosophers have only interpreted the world… the point is to change it”); and Mao’s “A revolution is not a dinner party.”
(Lyrics: Liu Jiming · Music and vocals: MELO)
Arise, you silent working people!
Arise, you suffering multitudes!
The rust of the old factories, the dust of the age
Have bent our backs low.
Those dreams spun out of clever words
Cover up the blood, the tears, the scars.
Justice never fell from heaven,
We must fight to win it!
Don’t listen to the voices of glitter and deceit,
Don’t accept a black and white turned upside down.
Our blood and sweat built towers to the sky,
Yet those who toil have nowhere to rest.
Generation after generation kept on fighting,
Refusing to let their hearts go dark.
Truth will not lie buried in the dust forever,
It will break through the gloom at last!
This is not a stage for the powerful,
It is the battlefield of working people.
Tear apart the lies, tell black from white,
Blaze a trail for all who suffer.
This is not some distant daydream,
It is the ground beneath our feet!
Keeping watch with one heart, passing the spark from hand to hand,
Our ideals will come true at last!
We want no false salvation,
We will not live on the charity of the strong.
The mountains and rivers are in working people’s hands,
We will rewrite the injustice of this world!
This is not a hymn to a golden age,
It is the cry of working people.
Tear apart the lies, tell black from white,
Blaze a trail for all who suffer.
This is not some distant daydream,
It is the ground beneath our feet!
Keeping watch with one heart, passing the spark from hand to hand,
Our ideals will come true at last!
Tear apart the lies, tell black from white,
Our ideals will come true at last!
Translator’s notes
[1] The opening call, “Arise,” echoes the first line of “The Internationale” in its Chinese version. “Golden age” (盛世) is the official term for China’s present era. Black and White is Liu Jiming’s novel, adapted for the screen.
Back then, when the bell rang, the whole village headed for the hills
Red flags planted on the field ridges, our songs louder than the sun
Hoe beside hoe, shoulder against shoulder
At dusk when work was done, the kitchen fires joined in one great light
The old storekeeper opened the granary, grain piled to the rafters
In the work-point book, your family and mine came out the same
The village school rang with reading, singing of a communist future
The loudspeaker at the village gate played “We Are Marching on the Highway”
Folks back home, the folks of those days
You were one solid sheet of iron, nailed to the beam of the collective
When the wind came, we held it off together; when the rain came, we bore it together
And our backbones never once bent the wrong way
Now the land’s divided, the oxen sold, and people’s hearts have scattered
Each household’s fence grows thicker and longer
The young have all gone south, the old keep watch in empty houses
The square where we threshed grain is full of cars with out-of-town plates, and empty all the same
Ask old Uncle Zhang, he says the fields have all gone to weeds
Ask Auntie Li, she says the kids won’t be coming back
The persimmon tree by the door bore a full crop, and it all fell
Like the vows of those years, turned cold at the first breath of wind
Folks back home, my folks back home
You guard the three mu of land you were allotted
Like guarding three copper coins
Count them over and over, they won’t count back the red-hot days
The days when we all went out to work together
The years when there was something to look forward to
The first year after the land was divided among households, the granaries really were full
But the second year, fertilizer went up
The third year, grain prices fell
The fourth year, the young people said farming’s not worth it, better to go work in the cities
The canals we dug back then still carry water
But no one leads it now, or asks whose field it flows to
The threshing ground we built back then still lies in the sun
Drying now the old age of fewer and fewer people, each alone
Folks back home, my folks back home
In the days of the collective we ate from one pot
Now there are more pots, but each eats alone, and the food’s gone cold
Which step was it that took us the wrong way
And turned a warm and lively village into a cold, empty nest
Folks back home, my folks back home
You say nothing, you just sit by your doors
Watching the sun go down, counting the stars, remembering the crowded years gone by
Like lost children who cannot find the way home
Translator’s notes
[1] The first stanzas recall the people’s communes of the Mao era, when villagers worked the land collectively and were paid in “work points.” “We Are Marching on the Highway” (1963) was one of the best-known songs of the period. Land was divided among individual households from the late 1970s onward. “Remembering the crowded years gone by” echoes Mao’s poem “Changsha” (1925).
That year I was thirteen, standing at the back of the crowd
I couldn’t understand why the grown-ups were weeping
Their heads were bowed, like crops bent by the wind
And I just kept counting the dark clouds drifting in
Your name was on the first page of the textbook
The teacher said you had changed everything in China
Half understanding, I nodded and recited it back
Like a poem I didn’t quite understand
Fifty years have passed, and at last I understand
Not because you stood on the highest mountain
But because you bent down to grasp the hands of workers and peasants
And sat on the field ridges, eating the same coarse food
Fifty years have passed, and at last I understand
Not because you won this country, or wrote so many essays
But because all your life you kept on asking
Would the working people suffer a second time, endure the old wrongs again
Now I am past sixty
I have walked through factories, through villages, through all the changes
I read your teachings again, every word is blood and sweat
And it turns out every word you said had to do with us
Fifty years have passed, some forgot you long ago
But the seeds you sowed have grown in my bones and blood
I have nothing to offer you
Except to stand as you stood
On the side of the great majority of working people
Fifty years have passed, and at last I understand
Why the grown-ups wept the day you left
They were not weeping for one man’s passing
They were afraid the flame you left behind would go out
Fifty years have passed, and at last I understand
I came to it not early, but not too late
Let me spend the rest of my life as a soldier
And walk on along the road you did not finish, walk on, walk on…
Translator’s notes
[1] Mao Zedong died on September 9, 1976, when the author was thirteen. “Suffer a second time” (吃二遍苦,受二茬罪) was a phrase of Mao’s warning against the return of the old society.
Steel surges through our veins, our wrenches tighten lightning
The pulse of the factories shatters high walls, linking every assembly line
Across visas and barbed wire we trade the calluses on our palms
This weightless planet is tilting, it needs ten million hands to set the horizon straight
This moment we raise our wrenches to smash the dark clouds overhead
Welding torches pierce the lies and burn out brand-new stars
The noise of all the world becomes a single thunderclap
Proletarians, proletarians, proletarians are one family
The Internationale shall surely be realized!
Algorithms whip the digital nomads crawling in the cloud
Containers swallow day and night, crushing the same crawling bodies
Your hunger and my bread, broken open, show the same grain
When the tower cranes slice open the night, our shadows are already fixed in each other’s eyes
Let us raise our wrenches to smash the dark clouds overhead
Welding torches pierce the lies and burn out brand-new stars
The noise of all the world becomes a single thunderclap
Proletarians, proletarians, proletarians are one family
Unite, and on to tomorrow
The Internationale shall surely be realized!
Don’t think skin color can wall us off, or accents become a cage
When blood and sweat soak through every contract, our languages understand each other
From Detroit to Dongguan, the assembly line stretches into an alliance
The code resonates in the lines of our palms, waking every sleeping trade
Let us raise our wrenches to smash the dark clouds overhead
Welding torches pierce the lies and burn out brand-new stars
The noise of all the world becomes a single thunderclap
Proletarians, proletarians, proletarians are one family
Unite, and on to tomorrow
The Internationale shall surely be realized!
It’s the lathe, the mouse, the ear of rice, the wrench
It’s the same cough we share once our names are set aside
Let the old world tremble and listen—
We, we, we are one family
Unite, and on to tomorrow
The Internationale shall surely be realized!
Current Chinese slang for overworked, underpaid workers.
Five a.m., the alarm goes off, in my dreams I’m still on the line
The time clock swallows my youth and spits out a few crumpled bills
The photo on my badge grows blurrier, like a face the days have crumpled
They say we’re beasts of burden, so beasts of burden we are
We eat grass and give milk, and must smile while they saddle us up
They say profit is the truth, so we deserve the whip
But beasts of burden have eyes too, we can see who rides and who’s on all fours
Beasts of burden, beasts of burden, heads down, pulling the cart without a word
Beasts of burden, beasts of burden, look up, will the sky fall down?
Rent eats half the month, the boxed lunch goes down too fast to chew
The doctor says you’re under too much stress, but I can’t afford sleeping pills
The boss got a new sports car, says young people have to strive
My neck has a new curve, bent to a standard ninety degrees
They say we’re beasts of burden, so beasts of burden we are
We plow one acre after another, but the land was never ours
They say competition brings progress, so we deserve to be crushed
But beasts of burden have strength too, we just haven’t saved enough to pay our social insurance
Beasts of burden, beasts of burden, heads down, pulling the cart without a word
Beasts of burden, beasts of burden, straighten your backs, will the sky fall down?
My parents were beasts of burden too
The land they plowed now holds tall buildings
But in those buildings there’s no window for me, behind the windows no cup of tea for me
They call this development, it’s just a new way to ride the beasts
I grip the wrench in my hand, my palm is all sweat
My brothers on the same line, their eyes empty and dead
Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid, enough beasts of burden can trample a mountain flat
We don’t want the whip, we want a seat at an equal table
Beasts of burden aren’t born, they’re broken
Beasts of burden aren’t mute, they’ve been frightened into silence
Beasts of burden, beasts of burden, tomorrow we won’t pull the cart
Beasts of burden, beasts of burden, we will be our own masters
Clip-clop, clip-clop, clip-clop, clip-clop—
That’s the hoofbeats of the beasts, that’s thunder, and it’s coming
Translator’s notes
[1] “Beasts of burden” (牛马, literally “oxen and horses”) is c
[Male]
My home is on the edge of a first-tier city
There I have ten rented square meters of spring
On the subway every day I’m pressed flat as a photograph
At the time clock I hand over today and tomorrow
[Female]
My home is in my parents’ old house
There they kept a lifetime of savings
Now it’s all become a fraction of a down payment
And I still have thirty years of debt to pay
[Male]
At the company the boss says we need the spirit of wolves
But wolves eat meat, and I can’t even get the broth
HR says treat the company like your home
But I work overtime till dawn, and my own home no longer knows me
[Female]
From squeezing onto the subway at dawn to coming home to my rented room at midnight
From never daring to get sick to never daring to read my checkup results
I gave all my youth to KPIs
But when I turn thirty-five, they say it’s time for you to go
[Chorus]
Lie flat, lie flat
It’s not that I don’t want to run
It’s that the racetrack rolled itself up into a ladder to the sky
I climbed halfway and found the ladder swaying
Lie flat, lie flat
It’s not that I have no dreams
It’s that even in my dreams I’m paying off my Huabei
And when I wake I’ve still got the mortgage
[Male]
I went to a 985 university, I’ve written ten-thousand-word theses
But my pay slip tells me I’m worth less than a machine
When a machine breaks, someone fixes it; when I break, I carry it alone
This world taught me to strive, but never taught me how to live
[Female]
I painted ideals, I had my love
But the house and the car weighed love by the pound
It’s not that I won’t try, it’s that trying has become a joke
Only when I finally stopped did I hear my own breathing
[Chorus]
Lying flat is not surrender, it’s our last position
Lying flat is not laziness, it’s a protest against the absurd
Back then they sang, “My home is on the Songhua River”
Today we sing, “My dream is above the price of housing”
[Chorus]
What year, what month, can I go back to that hometown
What year, what month, can I find that dream again
No longer a number, no longer a denominator
To be human once, upright and proud, to live one life standing tall
[Coda]
My home… is… on the edge of a first-tier city…
There I have… my… eyes that have not yet gone dark…
Lying flat… is only… so as not to be swept away…
When I’ve rested enough… I will walk… my own road…
Translator’s notes
[1] “Lying flat” (躺平) is the refusal of young Chinese to keep competing in an endless rat race, which is known as “involution” (内卷, literally “rolling inward”; hence the racetrack that “rolled itself up”). “985” universities are China’s elite institutions; Huabei is Alipay’s consumer credit service; many Chinese employers push out workers over thirty-five. “On the Songhua River” (1936) is a famous song of exiles from Japanese-occupied Manchuria, whose refrain asks “what year, what month” they can return home.
I count the second hand on the assembly line
He counts the stars from his private jet
I work overtime till three a.m. and can’t get home
One dinner of his eats up ten years of my wages
I pay the rent that feeds his properties
I swipe my Huabei to cover his bills
When I’m sick I don’t dare walk through the hospital doors
He changes a heart the way he changes a shirt
Who are the people, who is mentioned and then forgotten
Whose names are written under the soil, whose are carved atop the pyramid
Jack Ma and I are not the same people
His people are leeks to harvest, my people are drops of sweat
Who are the people, who speaks and who listens
Whose voice shakes the sky, whose voice sinks to the bottom of the well
Jack Ma and I are not the same people
He stands for capital, I stand for breathing
He says 996 is a blessing we should be grateful for
He says young people must strive, don’t be poor wretches
The truths he tells are all written in the cloud
I look down and see the calluses on my hands, the mud on my feet
My father farmed the land all his life
And in old age still sighs over his medical insurance
His children were born in Manhattan, New York
My child is still waiting while we scrape together the down payment on a school-district flat
Who are the people, who is mentioned and then forgotten
Whose names are written under the soil, whose are carved atop the pyramid
Jack Ma and I are not the same people
His people are the assembly line, my people are my mother
Who are the people, who sweats and who enjoys
Whose hot blood is poured into the roadbed, whose wineglass clinks and shatters the stars
Jack Ma and I are not the same people
The people is not an empty word
The people are millions upon millions of me, joined into one collective
The knees that will not kneel, the eyes that will not close
The watch kept forever at the village gate
The lamp down the mine shaft that refuses to go out
If there is only one people
It surely isn’t Jack Ma and me together
The people are grass, are earth, are bricks, are tiles
Are the millions of great hands bent down, and still shining
Who are the people? Let me tell you:
Those who bend, who sweat, whose hands are callused, who cough
They are the people—
And Jack Ma is a shadow in the mirror, riding on the people’s heads
The kind who curses “poor wretches” while claiming “I represent the people”
Jack Ma and I are not the same people
I stand on the ground, he stands on the clouds
Clouds scatter, the ground does not
The people are mountains that will not bow, rivers that rush and roar
Translator’s notes
[1] “996” (working 9 a.m. to 9 p.m., six days a week) was famously praised by Jack Ma, founder of Alibaba, as a “blessing.” “Leeks” (韭菜) is slang for ordinary people who are “harvested” again and again, as leeks grow back after each cutting.
The kiln fire’s last warmth fades the old generosity
At banquets in grand halls, the ropes of fame and gain are woven
How many first ideals are bought and sold at any price
How much sincerity is buried by the vulgar world
A tattered book lies open, the interrogation of the years
A paper cry, and no one pays it heed
The long night weighs heavy, trapping a young man’s heart
Muddy waves surge, turning the world’s black and white upside down
Everyone dresses things up, blurring good and bad
Slickness wrapped around a hypocritical pose
Though layer on layer of mist rises over heaven and earth
There will be a faint light to break the gloom
Black is black, mud cannot wash it clean
White is white, frost leaves no stain on it
Let vanity weave a thousand mazes
Not an inch of backbone will bend
Black is black, falsehood will show its face at last
White is white, the first ideal stays forever new
A hundred years of long road, written in the people’s hardship
The spark is never extinguished, marching on toward dawn
The blast furnace falls silent, and the old fervor too
Under the lamp by a cold window, ideals take root
Some flock to the shortcuts of the powerful
Some stand up straight to face the wind and dust
A humble room keeps a burning faith
A faint cry keeps watch for the truth
Wind and rain may break us, but never change our hearts
Walking alone through a muddy world, holding fast to our ground
Everyone dresses things up, blurring good and bad
Slickness wrapped around a hypocritical pose
Though layer on layer of mist rises over heaven and earth
There will be a faint light to break the gloom
Black is black, mud cannot wash it clean
White is white, frost leaves no stain on it
Let vanity weave a thousand mazes
Not an inch of backbone will bend
Black is black, falsehood will show its face at last
White is white, the first ideal stays forever new
A hundred years of long road, written as time’s testimony
The spark is never extinguished, marching on toward dawn
A table of wine hides a thousand threads of power
A thousand luxuries all return to dust
Good and evil have the years for evidence
Right and wrong allow not the slightest blur
Black sinks to the muddy depths, white turns toward the morning light
The right road runs long, never forget the first ideal
Translator’s notes
[1] The title echoes Liu Jiming’s novel Black and White, which the author has called “a testimony to time.”
You wrote Ah Q, you wrote Hua Laoshuan
You wrote the bun soaked in human blood that could cure no one’s chill
You wrote Xianglin’s Wife, who asked all her life and found no answer
You wrote Runtu, who knelt at last before the incense burner
For the silent majority you whetted a blade of words
You said in two thousand years of chronicles, turning the pages over and over, you saw only
Two words, “eat people,” written neat and square
In the gaps between those respectable characters, every one reeks of blood and salt
Let them go on resenting. Not one of them do I forgive—
Not hiding the sins of sages, not covering for gentlemen, not bowing to power
Only crying out the pain of the insulted
Only calling in the debt owed to the injured
The hypocrisy of the intellectual class, the servility of capital’s running dogs
The queue of the Qing was cut off, but the queue in the mind remains
Sir, you met them with a cold, fierce brow, and did not close your eyes even in death
Because this world has not yet paid back the suffering it owes
You said “Save the children,” you said the future should be different
But those lying in the iron house still pretend to be asleep and deaf
Those lukewarm words of advice, that compromising golden mean
Before a reality written in blood weigh no more than a passing breeze
What you hated was never whether someone stood left or right
But pointing at a scar and calling it beautiful, kneeling and still straightening one’s back with pride
It was the new-style decency and comfort that devours people and spits out not even the bones
It was the silence and submission agreed upon as every head bowed down
Let them go on resenting. Not one of them do I forgive—
Not hiding the sins of sages, not covering for gentlemen, not bowing to power
Only crying out the pain of the insulted
Only calling in the debt owed to the injured
The hypocrisy of the intellectual class, the capitalists’ running dogs past their prime
The queue of the Qing was cut off, but the queue in the mind remains
Sir, you met them with a cold, fierce brow, and did not close your eyes even in death
Because this world has not yet paid back the suffering it owes
Ninety years on, someone asks: why be so unrelenting?
Sir, you say—
If you forgive the evil, who will forgive that night?
Those countless withered bones and dried blood whose names no one can call
They did not live to see the dawn; you kept the moon for them
You have been gone ninety years, your words still burn the throat
Every word a nail, driven into the gates of the age
The insulted are still insulted, the injured still injured
Sir, look—
In this world, one crop of people after another has come and gone
Yet the play is still the same old play
Whether you forgive or not no longer matters
What matters is that we still remember
Why you would never forgive
Translator’s notes
[1] Lu Xun died on October 19, 1936. The refrain comes from his last essay, “Death” (1936): “Let them go on resenting me. I shall not forgive a single one of them either.” The song draws on his best-known characters (Ah Q; Hua Laoshuan in “Medicine”; Xianglin’s Wife in “New Year’s Sacrifice”; Runtu in “My Old Home”) and images: “eat people” and “Save the children” from “Diary of a Madman,” the “iron house” from the preface to Call to Arms, the “cold, fierce brow” from his poem “Self-Mockery,” and “running dogs past their prime,” his insult for Liang Shiqiu.
2018, the southern rain beats on the tin roof
Ah Ying counts the marks in her heart, like counting the stars
The machines in the workshop never stop to listen
Her baby needs feeding
Her breasts, hidden beneath the workstation, ache in silence
A workmate’s arm was bitten off by a machine
The boss said that’s your own business
No one dared speak, no one dared make a sound
Ah Ying stood up in anger and said, this isn’t fair
She never thought it would bring trouble down on her; the boss threatened to call the police
Ah Ying said, I only wanted an answer for the man who lost his hand
Without an arm how will he feed his family
I said one sentence, how did that become “picking quarrels and provoking trouble”
The time clock swallows every dawn
Ah Ying pinches the blurred fingerprint on her pay slip
Has the wheat back home come into ear and flower yet
She dreams her baby takes the moon for her breast
The police car came, the workers lowered their heads
No one looked at Ah Ying, no one reached out a hand
When she stood up, the chair wobbled
Like the fence of her home that year the mountain flood swept it away
Ah Ying, what wrong did you do
You only wanted an answer for the man who lost his hand
Without an arm how will he feed his family
You said one sentence, and it became “picking quarrels and provoking trouble”
The interrogation room was cold as a river in the dead of winter
Ah Ying’s milk seeped out and soaked the front of her shirt
The name of the child not yet weaned lodged in her chest
She didn’t dare cry, for fear it would be taken as evidence
Ah Ying once walked three days and three nights from Guizhou to Shenzhen
From the workshop to the police station takes only two hours
Her legs are bad, she can’t walk that far
But someone keeps pushing her, on and on
2018, the southern rain is still falling
The tin roof is still ringing
Ah Ying’s breasts are aching, full again
And her child, she doesn’t know where
Translator’s notes
[1] “Picking quarrels and provoking trouble” (寻衅滋事) is the catch-all criminal charge often used against labor activists and critics in China (see Liu Jiming’s essay “I Cannot Remain Silent”).
When I woke I was lying in a hospital bed
My whole body in pieces, my bones like snapped strings
Sun Zhanjun’s club came down on my head and face
Just for stopping to catch my breath, I was made a criminal
The doctor said no money, please leave the hospital
The police rolled down the car window and pretended not to see
How many nights I endured beside the trash cans
Thinking of the Red Army’s march of twenty-five thousand li
How far is the road home
From the brickyard to my hometown, ten thousand rivers and a thousand mountains
I sing battle songs to keep my courage up
But with both legs broken, how can I walk to the end
City folk say beggars are all faking
No one remembers the blood and sweat I shed
A year of labor bought me a crippled body
The train of fate has carried me back to where I began
How far is the road home
From the year’s start to its end, I count the stars and wait
I think of Wukong fanning out the Flaming Mountains
But who will carry my pain for me
When I woke I was lying in a hospital bed
This dream I have dreamed over and over
How far is the road home
Maybe I’ll never reach the end
Translator’s notes
[1] The song recalls the scandals over forced labor in brick kilns that came to light in China in 2007. Sun Zhanjun is a character in Liu Jiming’s story. The Long March of the Red Army (1934–35) is said to have covered twenty-five thousand li; in Journey to the West, the Monkey King Sun Wukong borrows a magic fan to put out the fires of the Flaming Mountains.
The city’s towers are stacked in rows like beehives
You are trapped in your cell, grinding away your days
The autumn wind sweeps its chill through the streets and lanes
The tiny room’s too narrow even to turn around in
Eating, drinking, living, all fenced inside four walls
Like a toiling bee, you never stop
Mother, let’s go home
For a handful of chives, a head of garlic
For a crying child, clothes to wash and change
Only when the coal briquettes are delivered downstairs
Do you dare to look out at the distance down the long staircase
The wind is so strong, it has whitened your hair
Clutching half a lifetime of worries, longing for the fields
Mother, let’s go home
The chimney smoke over the plain is waiting for you, waiting for you to settle
The autumn wind is so strong, let me steady your steps
Wind and dust have worn away your years, don’t wander anymore
Mother, let’s go home
Your heart is always tied to the mists and glow of home
You often think back to the old days of tilling the soil
You were a village girl who grew up on the field ridges
Your life’s stories wrapped in bitter wind and frost
Flying a thousand li, never resting from gathering honey
Leaving all your tenderness to your son
Now the hills are full of golden rapeseed flowers
It’s long past time to fold your wings and rest
Mother, let’s go home
The honey you made in half a lifetime, pack it all away
The dust that has settled on your heart, the wind will slowly sweep clean
The city’s hives cannot hold your longing
The open fields of home are where you belong
The autumn wind is so strong, it has whitened your hair
Clutching half a lifetime of worries, longing for the fields
Mother, let’s go home
The chimney smoke over the plain is waiting for you, waiting for you to settle
The autumn wind is so strong, let me steady your steps
Wind and dust have worn away your years, don’t wander anymore
Mother, let’s go home
The beehives are far behind us now
Rapeseed flowers spill across the old ponds and fields
The wind blows softly, sweeping the dust and frost from your heart
Mother, let’s go home
They say the flag is a skin of steel
But where the gears bite, something dark red seeps out
On the back of the blueprints we clutch
Are hidden the gauge marks of rusted chains
This is not a lead-gray outline on a map
It is the roar of the grinder devouring flesh and blood
When the nation’s outline melts away in the ledgers
We are our own frontier
In the textbooks, bronze war chariots
Drive through the factory carrying gilded shackles
Every grain of steel sand interrogates the stars:
Who defines the weight of the motherland
The land remembers every sower’s fingerprints
But the granary is bound only in the shape of tax bills
When the chimneys learn to sing hymns of praise
We tear out our ribs for torches to light the way
This is not a garment sewn by ties of blood
It is a riverbed where molten iron scours away the classes
When every passport curls at the edges in the fire
We become boundary markers on the move
(“Workers have no country / the country is the knife of rule / when the chains melt into new coordinates / anvils all over the world forge the dawn”)
Our lungs are bellows
Hammering history into the shape of a question mark
On the back of every steel stamp we engrave:
“Here the motherland—is growing”
Translator’s notes
[1] “The workers have no country” comes from The Communist Manifesto.
My great-grandfather’s lawsuits yellowed in the rains of the Republic
My grandfather’s opium pipe put out its last starlight
My uncle’s New Fourth Army uniform hangs from the beam of the old house
The steelyard of land reform weighed grain, and weighed the changes of the world
I am the son of a lower-middle peasant, an old rifle of the post-revolutionary age
The half bowl of millet my mother pressed on a beggar fed the kindness in my heart
My father’s cold looks could not hold back the weight of class, thicker than blood
This is not a book, it is magma rising from under the earth
A reader in Shanxi folded its pages into her daughter’s dowry
The night wind of Shaoshan turns over its million words
Hugo’s candle lights up Dickens’s foggy harbor
Márquez’s ice melts and flows in the Yangtze
(Annie Ernaux’s Nobel lecture, in the original French)
“I am not writing
I am mending clothes
for the insulted and the injured”
This is the floating wealth the landlords dropped as they fled
It is the smiles that broke out on the faces of poor peasants and farmhands during land reform
When the printing press turns every story into a specimen
I fold each page into a paper boat and set it in the heart of the future
My great-granduncle wrote petitions for the poor
My mother’s brother was blind
My father’s temper was like fire in the twelfth month, ice in the seventh
The shepherd’s-purse flowers of the third month always rise from cracks in the stone
I will keep my promise—
To stand forever on the side of the oppressed
To be an old rifle of the post-revolutionary age
Never to surrender!
Translator’s notes
[1] The song looks back on the author’s family history and on the writing and reception of his novel Black and White. “Lower-middle peasant” was a class label assigned during land reform; the New Fourth Army was a Communist army in the War of Resistance against Japan; “floating wealth” (浮财) was the movable property of landlords confiscated during land reform. One Hundred Years of Solitude opens with the discovery of ice. The three lines attributed to Annie Ernaux paraphrase the spirit of her 2022 Nobel lecture rather than quoting it.
The sound of the river flows over the road we came by
Whose footsteps linger in the wind and rain
The diary of that year, its hurried hand
Records an unfinished chronicle of springs and autumns
On the muddy road, through shade and sun
Someone looks up to count the stars
Who buried seeds deep in the soil
And raised a torch above the hills
So many rises and falls in this human world
Who is sowing hope in the fields
Through the long, long night, holding fast to the dream in our hands
Waiting for the redemption of spring wind and rain
In the human realm black and white cross
Pain, too, bears witness for time
Ask not success or failure, go against the current
Only because there, where the lamplight is dim, someone sings and weeps
Rough waves, a single boat
Bones of iron, silence is a roar
At the crossroads overgrown with thorns
The first ideal is the only North Star
Looking back at the rough road we came by
The green hills that fill our eyes are where we return
The river still flows east
The one on the bank has grown white-haired
Oh~ oh~
The river still flows east
The one on the bank has grown white-haired, grown white-haired
Translator’s notes
[1] “Where the lamplight is dim” (灯火阑珊处) echoes a famous line by the Song poet Xin Qiji. The Human Realm (《人境》) is Liu Jiming’s novel, adapted as a television series.